A New Beginning, A new Start

You know what, i woke at this early and thinking of, wow, at this time last year, i was already in Taylor's, at this hour, i think at that time, i was sleeping, i can't say soundly, maybe with lots and lots of doubts.

And now, this year, everything will start all over again. But, this time will be worse, because i will be in a foreign country, not a foreign state. SAM, a one year course, sometimes, the idea that "why could it last longer, maybe half a year more" always crosses my mind. You wanted the course to end fast at first, and now, you want it to last longer. What a joke.

My housemates used to tell me, if she has one more chance, she will definitely choose to go back to study from six. And now, i am making a decision with no turning back.

The only thing i can do now is LOOK FORWARD and STOP THINKING ALL OTHER POSSIBILITIES WHICH ARE IMPOSSIBLE!


It is always the first step that is the hardest. Don't you think so?

I am going to do it!