last night finished typing al those scholarship stuff only at round 6 am! oh gosh, wat i can say is TIRED. reali could feel the eyelid is gonna close my eyes...my eyes could hardly opened and now still very painful...
today asked puan suhaili 2 write a testi 4 me, is for the scholarship thingy again...xian3..but then quite disappointed, she wrote for my industry GOOD only....i dunno, mayb i reali gotta think and change my behavior and the attitude 2wards study. as we always say, pang2 guan1 zhe3 qing1...so gotta think again and try to improve myself...mayb is bcoz of the athletics swimming competition, quite a lot of hw didn't finish on time..mayb that's the main reason...
actually starting from this week, i hav had a new plan is for my studies one...at least do one hour add. maths exercise per day..but then these few days still very busy wif the scolarship thingy AGAIN...haiz...it's so tiring...
tien told me that jeanette also sat 4 this asean scholarship english and maths test, AND surprisingly, she didn't get the interview!! but her english is so good...dun really understand..i think is reali hard to get this scholarship..mayb hav to use mrs vasavan's suggestion----->visualisation.
then i'll surely visualise that i'll hav very good results, entering a U, with the course i reali want, i reali like it...i hope i can travel around the world like Chian...he has travelled to more than 15 countries in four years time!! he's an engineer...sth to do with petroleum and gas engineering...
i'm still thinking, wat i want ACTUALLY...but certainly not MEDICINE!!! that's so frightening...can't imagine if i were a doctor, with my bloody glove...operating...cutting one's stomach, knee or anywhere...oh gosh...especially after watching how a child is born today which pn kartini showed us during bio lessons...horrible...i think i still couldn't overcome the fear..
dad and mum dun wan me to study biotech or life science which are the courses my sis and bro are taking now...but i think that field is still the thing i like... they hope i can take up medicine...but i know..that's definitely not my cup of tea..i won't enjoy it in any way...
i'm still considering civil engineering and architecture...nutrition and biotech...i still dunno whether i like physics that much...or i reali hav no feeling towards this subject...har, or might be bcos of the physics teacher...talking cold jokes all the time...*******
so still feeling very stressed..
mid-year examination will be on the 7th of may. very soon. one months and 2 days.....i dun think i will b able to finish doing all the revision...
2molo is a holiday!!! quite frustrated actually...2molo still hav PIBG meeting...kesian...
i thought it should be a HOLIDAY, but then it's all ruined...
anyway, it doesn't concern me...haha...tomorrow gotta learn driving. yeah!!! xD
hopefully 2molo lesson will be as fun as the first lesson which was on the 2nd of april..haha
today asked puan suhaili 2 write a testi 4 me, is for the scholarship thingy again...xian3..but then quite disappointed, she wrote for my industry GOOD only....i dunno, mayb i reali gotta think and change my behavior and the attitude 2wards study. as we always say, pang2 guan1 zhe3 qing1...so gotta think again and try to improve myself...mayb is bcoz of the athletics swimming competition, quite a lot of hw didn't finish on time..mayb that's the main reason...
actually starting from this week, i hav had a new plan is for my studies one...at least do one hour add. maths exercise per day..but then these few days still very busy wif the scolarship thingy AGAIN...haiz...it's so tiring...
tien told me that jeanette also sat 4 this asean scholarship english and maths test, AND surprisingly, she didn't get the interview!! but her english is so good...dun really understand..i think is reali hard to get this scholarship..mayb hav to use mrs vasavan's suggestion----->visualisation.
then i'll surely visualise that i'll hav very good results, entering a U, with the course i reali want, i reali like it...i hope i can travel around the world like Chian...he has travelled to more than 15 countries in four years time!! he's an engineer...sth to do with petroleum and gas engineering...
i'm still thinking, wat i want ACTUALLY...but certainly not MEDICINE!!! that's so frightening...can't imagine if i were a doctor, with my bloody glove...operating...cutting one's stomach, knee or anywhere...oh gosh...especially after watching how a child is born today which pn kartini showed us during bio lessons...horrible...i think i still couldn't overcome the fear..
dad and mum dun wan me to study biotech or life science which are the courses my sis and bro are taking now...but i think that field is still the thing i like... they hope i can take up medicine...but i know..that's definitely not my cup of tea..i won't enjoy it in any way...
i'm still considering civil engineering and architecture...nutrition and biotech...i still dunno whether i like physics that much...or i reali hav no feeling towards this subject...har, or might be bcos of the physics teacher...talking cold jokes all the time...*******
so still feeling very stressed..
mid-year examination will be on the 7th of may. very soon. one months and 2 days.....i dun think i will b able to finish doing all the revision...
2molo is a holiday!!! quite frustrated actually...2molo still hav PIBG meeting...kesian...
i thought it should be a HOLIDAY, but then it's all ruined...
anyway, it doesn't concern me...haha...tomorrow gotta learn driving. yeah!!! xD
hopefully 2molo lesson will be as fun as the first lesson which was on the 2nd of april..haha
with luv,
aishan
aishan
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